niat

Dua tiga hari yang lepas ada kelas ethics n communication. Punya la kalut nak g kelas sbb klas b4 tuh abis lambat. So bila da smpai 2 apa g..mula la plih port yg kurasakan plg best tuk duduk. So the lecturer pn masuk la..alamak! lecturerku sgt berumur rupanya. Tp kira ok la sbb org ckp warga emas nih byk experience. masuk2 tuh, dia suh ktorg explain sal health care system kt negara masing2. Mcm boring kan...zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Then tbe2 dia tnya, "what is da main cast of a doctor?"
Semua org pn cakap la sume jawapan2 standard yang selalu kte dgr like :
1) to treat the patient
2) to listen to the patient's problem
3) to emphasize...n da list go on

But according to him, da most important thing is actually " to help people".
Btoi jugk pe yg doc. tu ckp..kenapa nak jadi doktor? Sbb nak tolong orang. Keje jadi doktor sebenarnya kerja nak TOLONG orang!

New Semester

I thought i just came here yesterday but its just my illusion. The reality is i'd been here for about 5 months already. New semester had just began today but here i am...doing nothing but blogging. 

(xde mood nak study pass baca biology).

This past few days were really meaningful...well at least for me. Yesterday I made nasi kerabu. One of the dishes that I miss the most! Sumpah balik ni nak makan banyak2 nasi kerabu. Finally tercapai gak hasrat nak buat nasi kerabu kat bumi Olomouc tercinta nih (poyo je).

Although this is not the real one that I made but they are still called the same right???

On the same day some of my best friends come to visit me here. Their presence really made my day. Ape lg..jamu makan nasi kerabu la diorang tu sumer.

Kalau ada peluang memang nak buat ag sekali la nasi kerabu tu. This time i'll make a better version of nasi kerabu. (meroyan nak makan nasi kerabu yg kat umah!).

Then batch kitorang buat bbq. OMG! bbq time winter..nasib xde yang tbe2 jadi ais time makan ayam. Cuaca terbaik sejuk. Tu la..sape suh pandai sangat buat bbq time nih..balik2 bilik trus nak demam sbb lama sgt duk luar. Bajet ironlady sangat la pakai baju nipis je kuar rumah. Pastu ada senior 2nd year buat makan2. Student2 kat sini memang terbaik la kalau bab2 makan2 nih sebab ada je yang pandai gle masak. Xtipu!

Then hari nih, ktorang gi makan ramai2 sempena kawan ktorang yang da nak balik Prague dah. Makan ape?? Makan pizza beb! nak termuntah da makan benda tu hari ni. Promise that I wont be eating any pizza after this (at least for this month). Kalau da perut Melayu tu memang Melayu jugak la. Xley nak ubah dah. Pizza is not and I think never gonna be my favourite food. 

Lepas tu malam tadi ada kind of meeting jap with some of my friends. And guess what?? Rezeki datang bergolek sbb ada orang buat laksa! Mana nak jumpa laksa kat bumi Olomouc nih. So dikesempatan yang ada tu, i ate the laksa! Really love it! (walaupun perut da xde space da)

There goes my 1st day of new semester here. Makan, makan dan makan lagi. 

Study??? Today I only got anatomy lecture and supposedly ada klas biophysics. Tp macam biasa la...1st day kan...

'sakit rumah'

waaaaaaaa..lama gle xbuat entri baru..asyik dok bace blog org je..huhu
atcually blogging ni best bila kte ada idea n sumtim yang nak disampaikan..lau xde idea cmni la jadinya..
merapu bnda tah pape..

bukan pe..hari ni rasa agak tension nak menghafal segala benda yang ada lam buku chemistry 2..
tu la..sape suh xstudy betul2..kan da kena repeat untuk ke 3rd time..
(sabow je la hati ye)...

hari ni sangat2 rindukan umah..of cos la rindu sebab sume adik-bradik da ada kat umah da kot..tu la sape suh mai study jauh2 nih..kan da 'sakit rumah' (ayat cam xbersyukur lak..)
tp btol la..bila duk jauh2 nih, perasaan rindu kat family mesti lagi kuat n kte akan belajar untuk appreciate people more..cewahhh



miss my umi, my abah, my little farha, n all other people...MALAYSIA wait for me until July!!!


p/s: rindu time kena marah masa mengaji..sampai nak nangis kena marah sebab slalu baca salah..wish He always bless my family..wherever they are right now

wahai diri...

wahai diriku...

• sila jaga hatimu dengan ingat Allah selalu..
• sila berbahagia dan bersyukur dengan rezeki yang Allah dah bagi..
• sila banyakkan bersabar..*control your anger*
• sila  rajin-rajin stadi chemistry!!!!  (nak kena repeat paper lagi ke????)

atuk

"Dan Kami pasti akan Menguji kamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa, dan buah-buahan. Dan sampaikanlah kabar gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar, (yaitu) orang-orang yang apabila ditimpa musibah, meraka berkata 'innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un (sesungguhnya kami milik Allah dan kepada-Nya-lah kami kembali)"   surah Al-Baqarah:155-156

Semalam(15 Jan 2011) ada orang share ayat ni dengan aku sebab nak bagi aku semangat balik lepas apa yang jadi. So, apa yang jadi?? Well, semalam Allah dah ambik balik pinjaman yang dia bagi  kat aku selama 2 dekad ni. Semalam atuk meninggal. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un. Masa mula-mula tahu berita tu rasa  sangat-sangat down.

But luckily i had such great friends, baik kat Malaysia or here yang tak putus-putus bagi semangat kat aq balik. Rasa terharu bila ada yang datang peluk and bagi kata-kata semangat. Rasa macam bukan aku sorang-sorang je yang sedih bila tahu berita tu. Thanks korang. Jasa korang hanya Allah je yang dapat balasnya.

Masa tengah-tangah sedih tu, ada sorang kawan pesan  "zira, nak sedih boleh tapi jangan sedih lama-lama sangat. Doa banyak-banyak sebab yang akan menghubungkan zira dengan atuk is doa tu and bukan tangisan kita"

Thanks lagi sekali korang. You all are such great friends to me. To my atuk, semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya, dipermudahkan hisab dan ditempatkan dikalangan rang-orang yang beriman.Amin.


Wahai hati sila bersabar dan tabah!!

another dugaan...

Today i got a message from my sister. She said "please call home when ue are free, ur grandpa's health is getting worse". I was so shocked at that time. I'm not sure weather i'd be able to hear the bad new yet (i already knew it is bad since he used to be ill for a long time). But then i still call home. I want to know the real story. O God please give me strength. I'm here far away from my family.

I called home and as i expected, my grandpa is getting worse.He's unconscious right now. I cried cried and cried again until i get tired.

But somehow i feel relieved. I had such great friends here who treat me like their own family. We make a sitting and together we read Yasin  for my grandpa. 

Friends, ue all are so great. I don't know if i can ever repay all your kindness to me. All praise to Allah The Mighty because He grant me with such great friends here.

I wish i could be by my grandpa side right now but we all know that its impossible for me to go back home right now (with the undone exam papers, ticket, and distance). But one of my lovely friends told me,
"zira, sebaik-baik penjaga kita semua ialah Allah so doa kt Allah semoga Dia dapat jaga atuk dengan sebaik-baiknya"

O Allah, give me strength to face all the obstacles in this world. Please ease my path Allah. Amin.
                                            

                                            

hikmah ujian..

Got this nice quote from someone i know...

"yakin pada Allah bukan mengharap terkabul segala harapan.yakin pada Allah adalah meletakkan keREDHAan pada ketentuanNya, rasa bahagia dgn ujian walaupun perit, di situ air mata yg menitis terasa buat menyiram api neraka.indahnya tarbiah Allah, tersirat rahmat & hikmah.diuji kita sebgai tanda sygNya.bahagianya kekasih Allah dihadiahi ujian yg amat hebat sebagai tanda kasihNya.begitulah rupanya brkasih dgn Allah.takkan dibiarkn terlena dlm kenikmatan yg melimpah tapi dlindungi dgn ujian dan cobaan yg xberkesudahan.panjatkan kesyukuran kerana itu tanda sayang Allah kepada hambaNya.Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik bagi hambaNya..."