Are you okay?

Some people asked me this question quite a lot this past few days,
which is...

So here are some of my answers :

1. OK. (muka ketat)
this kind of okay means i'm NOT okay at all. i need time on my own

so just stay away from me for a while

or i'll cry like crazy in front of you. (manja!)

2. OK. (muka senyum x ikhlas)

it means im not so okay to talk to you but yeah thanks for asking.

3. OK...KOT

it means im still fighting against myself to not to be sad anymore
but not sure whether im succeed or not.

4. OK JE...DON'T WORRY :)

this okay means im good.

i can handle my feeling well and yes! thanks for asking.

5. :)
i dunno how to answer you..will you accept my

not-so-ikhlas-senyum-actually 

(cuz im still grieving <--mcm ada org mati pulak)

note 1 : thanks cik anis sbb rajin bertanya.. i lapt u :)