Cuba nak kawal composure.

Sometimes no news is good news.
Contohnya bila hal-hal berkaitan
kaum kerabat terdekat aka family la.

Today I was told two bad news
about my granny and aunt.
My aunt faint due to hypertension
and pasal nenek pulak tak dapat tahu
cerita sebenar bcos i didn't call home yet.
But I was told that both are sick.

Faham tak perasaan bila tiba-tiba dapat tahu
pasal ada family member yang sakit ni?
Tak tenang. Buat semua benda pun mesti nak
fikir pasal diorang.
Dulu arwah atuk pun meninggal time2 mcm ni la.
Musim exam.
Bukan nak fikir yang bukan-bukan but
I'm only stating the fact.
Musim exam ni lain sikit dugaan dia.

I'm very close to my aunt.
Siap dah janji nak masakkan nasi dagang
as the first thing when i come back home this summer.
Even mulut dia bising tapi hati baik ok.
Baik gile! One of the kindest aunt that I ever have.

Sedih!