Rant #14

Few days ago my sister massage me on facebook
telling me about my grandmother's plan this coming Ramadan.

My sister said that she gonna perform her umrah.
At first I was like, okay. Good then.
She had a chance to do the Hajj with my late grandfather
last time so this time she only gonna do the umrah.
I'm so happy to hear that.
(nak mintak doakan dapat jodoh cepat2 boleh dak? hahah)

Then what's the big deal?
It is a big deal because she gonna stay there for the whole
Ramadan and will only come back a week after Eid.
The thing is I'll only come back home the earliest maybe
during the first week of July.

We probably gonna meet each other only after Eid.
This is so sad. Who's gonna make ketupat as good as she
always do every raya this time.
Thinking about this ruined my mood a bit.
Eid won't be the same without the presence
of the eldest people in the family.
Its their presence that make the "mood" for raya.

Tapi takkan nak halang niat baik orang nak beribadah kan.
At least you still have your maternal grandmother Azira.
Rindu nak jumpa semua orang tahu.