tension ke?

Exam..

study week yg sgt2 menguji kesabarn thp petala ke 8...

selalu lapar sbb selalu sgt malas masak...

rasa nak nangis je spjg masa tgk org lain study bagai nak rak tp diri sdiri study tah kemana...

homesick yg amat
(=.=')

wahai diri,

sabarrrrr....astargfirullah hal 'azim

jgn duk asyik merungut je...those complaints wont bring you anywhere dear ^^

mana ada benda yg senang kt dunia ni...unless ue are in Heaven rite now

"hidup penuh pengorbanan..pengorbanan perlukan perjuangan..perjuangan perlukan ketabahan..ketabahan perlukan  keyakinan..kayakinan pula menentukan kejayaan..dan kejayaanlah yg menentukan kebahagiaan"

okay...now i'm better ^^

i want to be strong too

Last night one of my friend's grandpa passed away.
(Al-fatihah)
I was quite touched by her action when she know about the news. I asked her does she's okay or not right after i know the news. She was really positive! she said "setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati."
Subhanallah..How i wish someday i can become that kind of person.A person with a strong heart.

Dah la dua tiga hari before ni selalu je ingat kt arwah atuk. Tak sabar nak balik Malaysia coz the first thing that i want to do is to visit my grandpa's grave. Dah lama dah pendam hasrat ni. Hope everything gonna be fine sepanjang musim exam ni so baru la bole balik Malaysia dgn senang hati.

Exam mode

Finally after such a busy month i'm able to write something.

Last month was such a hectic month. Almost every weekend there's always some activities to do..*phew*

It's May now and there's nothing else in my mind right now except 2 major things which is EXAM and MALAYSIA! Only God know how much i miss my home right now..how i wish that i can just go home straight away without any exam. 

But somehow of course its just in my dream lah because the reality is nothing is easy in our life. Just remembered that one of my senior said that "nothing is easy in this world..no one get all what she/he want...we must go through pain before we get the reward and the same thing goes to the heaven and hell. In order to be placed in heaven, we must go through a lot of pain, because heaven is a sweet reward for us. (click here)

so AZIRA!!! 

BE STRONG..xlama dah nak abes first year ni..(^__^)V

Miluju tě

I'm totally grateful to have you..
someone who really understand me,
always there for everything, every time, and everywhere..
you have the most comforting words in the world..


even..
i'm not always there for you..
sometimes  i ignore you,
sometimes say "no" to what your words..


but..
regardless of what i did and what i said
you are still here by my side,
thats why i'm grateful to have you
MOM!

nothing impossible

Now i realize that there is nothing impossible in this world (baru nak sedar ke?? dush2)
Recently, it is winter here. I got a lot of new experiences. Not only excited with the first snow here but also i'm glad that i survived the damn cold temperature! And when the whether change, automatically the period is also changing. Yang paling terasa is waktu nak solat. Since masa winter siangnya pendek and malamnya panjang, so gap between every solat yang wajib kita buat juga bertambah singkat.


And now, we are approaching spring. I'm so excited!!! Dah lama xrasa matahari yang betul-betul..matahari yang xmenipu! What  i mean is, during winter even the sun is there but you still could fell the cold breeze right in front of your nose (sbb sejuk tahap nak tercabut hidung!) Tapi sekarang dah better sket kot sbb dah xpayah pakai baju tebal2 dah.


Well actually what i'm trying to say is..sekarang nih tengah peralihan musim and waktu sembahyang pun xconstant. Masa mula2 tengok jadual waktu sembahyang dulu terbeliak biji mata tengok jadual tu.Well untuk orang yang jarang2 nak bangun pagi like me, subuh as early as 4 pm and end approximately at 5.30 is quite a big deal! At first tu kelam kabut jugak la nak bangun awal. Terfikir jugak boleh ke aku survive sepanjang bulan ni bangun subuh awal....(sgt awal kot!)


But alhamdulillah..bila kita dah setkan niat betul-betul insyaAllah kita akan bole go through anything. Tak sangka berjaya jugak mengharungi bulan ni dengan i would say quite impressive...yela atlis bole jugak la bangun awal. Ingatkan matila aku sepanjang bulan nih xbole bangun awal  pagi.


So the conclusion is, jgn mudah buruk sangka dengan diri sendiri. There is nothing impossible in life..even untuk bangun awal subuh.. <3

Kopi vs Teh

Sangat tepu lepas baca anatomy =.=
Nak tido xngantok pulak coz dah minum bergelen-gelen nescafe td...i'm totaly addicted to caffein.
Sometimes i wonder why i'm so addicted to it...perhaps because of the aroma??
But atcually xreti sgt pon nak bezakan byk2 jenis caffeinated drinks ni..
So i made a few readings regarding caffeine (thanks to mr.google)..

•  Caffeine was isolated from coffee in 1820 by a German chemist,Friedlieb Ferdinand Runge, and in 1821 by French chemists working independently; namely, by Robiquet and by Pelletier and Caventou.
• In humans, caffeine acts as a central nervous system (CNS) stimulant, temporarily warding off drowsiness and restoring alertness *no wonder la xleh tido ag although da pukul 1 lebih*
• Caffeine is the world's most widely consumed psychoactive substance but, unlike many other psychoactive substances, is legal and unregulated in nearly all jurisdictions
• Caffeine has diuretics properties when administered in sufficient doses to subjects who do not have a tolerance for it. Regular users, however, develop a strong tolerance to this effect, and studies have generally failed to support the common notion that ordinary consumption of caffeinated beverages contributes significantly to dehydration

~panjang pulak artikel tu...

Okeh..ni from another site pulak..

the amount of caffeine in an 8oz cup of various teas and coffee:

• Coffee: 100 mg
• Black Tea: 40 to 50 mg
• Oolong Tea: 25 to 35 mg
• Green Tea: 20 to 30 mg

Well, green tea seems to be the best option if you are looking for a healthy drink but personally i dont really like the taste. Kat umah pon xpernah beli teh nih..pernah minum sekali je. 

      

Whatever pon, kalau diberi pilihan untk pilih kopi atau teh aku still akan pilih kopi sebab kopi paling sedap! ~bile nak bole tido ni~

                      

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GEMUK

so thats the tittle for today.."gemuk"

sometimes i simply just dont understand why people keep worrying about being so called fat person. *sigh*

i had a lot of friends who keep worrying about being fat and gaining weight...i think thats what normal teenage girl would think..not to mention only here but also my friends in malaysia..

but why are people care so  much about being fat???why??why??

i think sometimes you should just eat what you want and forget about the weighing scale for a moment..

im da kind of person yg hanya kenyang bila jumpa nasi..so sue me for being a typical asian and more specifically malay girl who grows up with nasi everyday kat rumah..

i just love rice so much..please friends dont be afraid of food..you'll be fine as long as you did  control the amount and do exercise..well even me sometimes terfikir jugak about gaining weight ni tapi xdela smpai control sgt makan sampai memudaratkan diri..haha..kenapa?because i love myself..i cant stand people who starved themselves in order to look good (luckily never found such person)...well this is just my personal opinion..no offense okay! <3