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I'm totally grateful to have you..
someone who really understand me,
always there for everything, every time, and everywhere..
you have the most comforting words in the world..


even..
i'm not always there for you..
sometimes  i ignore you,
sometimes say "no" to what your words..


but..
regardless of what i did and what i said
you are still here by my side,
thats why i'm grateful to have you
MOM!

nothing impossible

Now i realize that there is nothing impossible in this world (baru nak sedar ke?? dush2)
Recently, it is winter here. I got a lot of new experiences. Not only excited with the first snow here but also i'm glad that i survived the damn cold temperature! And when the whether change, automatically the period is also changing. Yang paling terasa is waktu nak solat. Since masa winter siangnya pendek and malamnya panjang, so gap between every solat yang wajib kita buat juga bertambah singkat.


And now, we are approaching spring. I'm so excited!!! Dah lama xrasa matahari yang betul-betul..matahari yang xmenipu! What  i mean is, during winter even the sun is there but you still could fell the cold breeze right in front of your nose (sbb sejuk tahap nak tercabut hidung!) Tapi sekarang dah better sket kot sbb dah xpayah pakai baju tebal2 dah.


Well actually what i'm trying to say is..sekarang nih tengah peralihan musim and waktu sembahyang pun xconstant. Masa mula2 tengok jadual waktu sembahyang dulu terbeliak biji mata tengok jadual tu.Well untuk orang yang jarang2 nak bangun pagi like me, subuh as early as 4 pm and end approximately at 5.30 is quite a big deal! At first tu kelam kabut jugak la nak bangun awal. Terfikir jugak boleh ke aku survive sepanjang bulan ni bangun subuh awal....(sgt awal kot!)


But alhamdulillah..bila kita dah setkan niat betul-betul insyaAllah kita akan bole go through anything. Tak sangka berjaya jugak mengharungi bulan ni dengan i would say quite impressive...yela atlis bole jugak la bangun awal. Ingatkan matila aku sepanjang bulan nih xbole bangun awal  pagi.


So the conclusion is, jgn mudah buruk sangka dengan diri sendiri. There is nothing impossible in life..even untuk bangun awal subuh.. <3

Kopi vs Teh

Sangat tepu lepas baca anatomy =.=
Nak tido xngantok pulak coz dah minum bergelen-gelen nescafe td...i'm totaly addicted to caffein.
Sometimes i wonder why i'm so addicted to it...perhaps because of the aroma??
But atcually xreti sgt pon nak bezakan byk2 jenis caffeinated drinks ni..
So i made a few readings regarding caffeine (thanks to mr.google)..

•  Caffeine was isolated from coffee in 1820 by a German chemist,Friedlieb Ferdinand Runge, and in 1821 by French chemists working independently; namely, by Robiquet and by Pelletier and Caventou.
• In humans, caffeine acts as a central nervous system (CNS) stimulant, temporarily warding off drowsiness and restoring alertness *no wonder la xleh tido ag although da pukul 1 lebih*
• Caffeine is the world's most widely consumed psychoactive substance but, unlike many other psychoactive substances, is legal and unregulated in nearly all jurisdictions
• Caffeine has diuretics properties when administered in sufficient doses to subjects who do not have a tolerance for it. Regular users, however, develop a strong tolerance to this effect, and studies have generally failed to support the common notion that ordinary consumption of caffeinated beverages contributes significantly to dehydration

~panjang pulak artikel tu...

Okeh..ni from another site pulak..

the amount of caffeine in an 8oz cup of various teas and coffee:

• Coffee: 100 mg
• Black Tea: 40 to 50 mg
• Oolong Tea: 25 to 35 mg
• Green Tea: 20 to 30 mg

Well, green tea seems to be the best option if you are looking for a healthy drink but personally i dont really like the taste. Kat umah pon xpernah beli teh nih..pernah minum sekali je. 

      

Whatever pon, kalau diberi pilihan untk pilih kopi atau teh aku still akan pilih kopi sebab kopi paling sedap! ~bile nak bole tido ni~

                      

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GEMUK

so thats the tittle for today.."gemuk"

sometimes i simply just dont understand why people keep worrying about being so called fat person. *sigh*

i had a lot of friends who keep worrying about being fat and gaining weight...i think thats what normal teenage girl would think..not to mention only here but also my friends in malaysia..

but why are people care so  much about being fat???why??why??

i think sometimes you should just eat what you want and forget about the weighing scale for a moment..

im da kind of person yg hanya kenyang bila jumpa nasi..so sue me for being a typical asian and more specifically malay girl who grows up with nasi everyday kat rumah..

i just love rice so much..please friends dont be afraid of food..you'll be fine as long as you did  control the amount and do exercise..well even me sometimes terfikir jugak about gaining weight ni tapi xdela smpai control sgt makan sampai memudaratkan diri..haha..kenapa?because i love myself..i cant stand people who starved themselves in order to look good (luckily never found such person)...well this is just my personal opinion..no offense okay! <3

     

niat

Dua tiga hari yang lepas ada kelas ethics n communication. Punya la kalut nak g kelas sbb klas b4 tuh abis lambat. So bila da smpai 2 apa g..mula la plih port yg kurasakan plg best tuk duduk. So the lecturer pn masuk la..alamak! lecturerku sgt berumur rupanya. Tp kira ok la sbb org ckp warga emas nih byk experience. masuk2 tuh, dia suh ktorg explain sal health care system kt negara masing2. Mcm boring kan...zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Then tbe2 dia tnya, "what is da main cast of a doctor?"
Semua org pn cakap la sume jawapan2 standard yang selalu kte dgr like :
1) to treat the patient
2) to listen to the patient's problem
3) to emphasize...n da list go on

But according to him, da most important thing is actually " to help people".
Btoi jugk pe yg doc. tu ckp..kenapa nak jadi doktor? Sbb nak tolong orang. Keje jadi doktor sebenarnya kerja nak TOLONG orang!

New Semester

I thought i just came here yesterday but its just my illusion. The reality is i'd been here for about 5 months already. New semester had just began today but here i am...doing nothing but blogging. 

(xde mood nak study pass baca biology).

This past few days were really meaningful...well at least for me. Yesterday I made nasi kerabu. One of the dishes that I miss the most! Sumpah balik ni nak makan banyak2 nasi kerabu. Finally tercapai gak hasrat nak buat nasi kerabu kat bumi Olomouc tercinta nih (poyo je).

Although this is not the real one that I made but they are still called the same right???

On the same day some of my best friends come to visit me here. Their presence really made my day. Ape lg..jamu makan nasi kerabu la diorang tu sumer.

Kalau ada peluang memang nak buat ag sekali la nasi kerabu tu. This time i'll make a better version of nasi kerabu. (meroyan nak makan nasi kerabu yg kat umah!).

Then batch kitorang buat bbq. OMG! bbq time winter..nasib xde yang tbe2 jadi ais time makan ayam. Cuaca terbaik sejuk. Tu la..sape suh pandai sangat buat bbq time nih..balik2 bilik trus nak demam sbb lama sgt duk luar. Bajet ironlady sangat la pakai baju nipis je kuar rumah. Pastu ada senior 2nd year buat makan2. Student2 kat sini memang terbaik la kalau bab2 makan2 nih sebab ada je yang pandai gle masak. Xtipu!

Then hari nih, ktorang gi makan ramai2 sempena kawan ktorang yang da nak balik Prague dah. Makan ape?? Makan pizza beb! nak termuntah da makan benda tu hari ni. Promise that I wont be eating any pizza after this (at least for this month). Kalau da perut Melayu tu memang Melayu jugak la. Xley nak ubah dah. Pizza is not and I think never gonna be my favourite food. 

Lepas tu malam tadi ada kind of meeting jap with some of my friends. And guess what?? Rezeki datang bergolek sbb ada orang buat laksa! Mana nak jumpa laksa kat bumi Olomouc nih. So dikesempatan yang ada tu, i ate the laksa! Really love it! (walaupun perut da xde space da)

There goes my 1st day of new semester here. Makan, makan dan makan lagi. 

Study??? Today I only got anatomy lecture and supposedly ada klas biophysics. Tp macam biasa la...1st day kan...

'sakit rumah'

waaaaaaaa..lama gle xbuat entri baru..asyik dok bace blog org je..huhu
atcually blogging ni best bila kte ada idea n sumtim yang nak disampaikan..lau xde idea cmni la jadinya..
merapu bnda tah pape..

bukan pe..hari ni rasa agak tension nak menghafal segala benda yang ada lam buku chemistry 2..
tu la..sape suh xstudy betul2..kan da kena repeat untuk ke 3rd time..
(sabow je la hati ye)...

hari ni sangat2 rindukan umah..of cos la rindu sebab sume adik-bradik da ada kat umah da kot..tu la sape suh mai study jauh2 nih..kan da 'sakit rumah' (ayat cam xbersyukur lak..)
tp btol la..bila duk jauh2 nih, perasaan rindu kat family mesti lagi kuat n kte akan belajar untuk appreciate people more..cewahhh



miss my umi, my abah, my little farha, n all other people...MALAYSIA wait for me until July!!!


p/s: rindu time kena marah masa mengaji..sampai nak nangis kena marah sebab slalu baca salah..wish He always bless my family..wherever they are right now