wahai diri...

wahai diriku...

• sila jaga hatimu dengan ingat Allah selalu..
• sila berbahagia dan bersyukur dengan rezeki yang Allah dah bagi..
• sila banyakkan bersabar..*control your anger*
• sila  rajin-rajin stadi chemistry!!!!  (nak kena repeat paper lagi ke????)

atuk

"Dan Kami pasti akan Menguji kamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa, dan buah-buahan. Dan sampaikanlah kabar gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar, (yaitu) orang-orang yang apabila ditimpa musibah, meraka berkata 'innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un (sesungguhnya kami milik Allah dan kepada-Nya-lah kami kembali)"   surah Al-Baqarah:155-156

Semalam(15 Jan 2011) ada orang share ayat ni dengan aku sebab nak bagi aku semangat balik lepas apa yang jadi. So, apa yang jadi?? Well, semalam Allah dah ambik balik pinjaman yang dia bagi  kat aku selama 2 dekad ni. Semalam atuk meninggal. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un. Masa mula-mula tahu berita tu rasa  sangat-sangat down.

But luckily i had such great friends, baik kat Malaysia or here yang tak putus-putus bagi semangat kat aq balik. Rasa terharu bila ada yang datang peluk and bagi kata-kata semangat. Rasa macam bukan aku sorang-sorang je yang sedih bila tahu berita tu. Thanks korang. Jasa korang hanya Allah je yang dapat balasnya.

Masa tengah-tangah sedih tu, ada sorang kawan pesan  "zira, nak sedih boleh tapi jangan sedih lama-lama sangat. Doa banyak-banyak sebab yang akan menghubungkan zira dengan atuk is doa tu and bukan tangisan kita"

Thanks lagi sekali korang. You all are such great friends to me. To my atuk, semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya, dipermudahkan hisab dan ditempatkan dikalangan rang-orang yang beriman.Amin.


Wahai hati sila bersabar dan tabah!!

another dugaan...

Today i got a message from my sister. She said "please call home when ue are free, ur grandpa's health is getting worse". I was so shocked at that time. I'm not sure weather i'd be able to hear the bad new yet (i already knew it is bad since he used to be ill for a long time). But then i still call home. I want to know the real story. O God please give me strength. I'm here far away from my family.

I called home and as i expected, my grandpa is getting worse.He's unconscious right now. I cried cried and cried again until i get tired.

But somehow i feel relieved. I had such great friends here who treat me like their own family. We make a sitting and together we read Yasin  for my grandpa. 

Friends, ue all are so great. I don't know if i can ever repay all your kindness to me. All praise to Allah The Mighty because He grant me with such great friends here.

I wish i could be by my grandpa side right now but we all know that its impossible for me to go back home right now (with the undone exam papers, ticket, and distance). But one of my lovely friends told me,
"zira, sebaik-baik penjaga kita semua ialah Allah so doa kt Allah semoga Dia dapat jaga atuk dengan sebaik-baiknya"

O Allah, give me strength to face all the obstacles in this world. Please ease my path Allah. Amin.