IMY

Im searching for a girl named
NURHANISHAZIRAHBINTIMUSTAPHA!
can someone tell me where is she???
nak mention nama dia tak ada twitter,
hantar PM x reply,
wrote on your wall but no reply either.
or should i call you?
but im afraid you are busy...
hey wait..are you mad at me or what?

i hope she still live in this super huge humongous
milky way galaxy,
to be precise on a planet called earth =_='
cuz if you still do
please..
do notice that someone is searching for you
and she's been missing you like crazy.


note 1 : maybe you are busy.

#Myths

1. GARANG
seriously i'm tired of being called garang, sombong
or whatsoever yg sama waktu dengannya.
i'm not the kind that smile or talk to anybody freely
especially the one that i knew only for few days

truth :
im the one yang lambat nak mesra dengan orang.
(a.k.a not friendly)
sangat PENYEGAN sebenarnya.
it took me a long time to be comfortable with people.
and naturally my face memang look garang when im not smiling
so should i undergo plastic surgery?
im not the manis-manis type like preety zinta or
siti nurhaliza.


2. SOMBONG
sebab selalu jalan tak tengok kiri kanan
dah kena panggil macam tu

truth:
im not the talkative type.
i speak freely to someone im comfortable with
someone called close friend and my family.
even being with them, most of the time
i prefer to be the listener.


3. SINIS
kalau maria elena suka buat gaya gedik-gedik tu,
i prefer to be cynical.
this one is true.
i just love being cynical ^^
although sometime its unintentionally.
(siap ada facial expression lagi)
i don't remember when it actually started.
probably during my secondary school days.

truth:
im only being cynical with my close friends
really really close one..not to all people..hihi








can't you just accept the way people live?

Makan je keje

This week will be the makan-makan week.
Why? because this sabtu ada ala2 "canteen day".
So some of us gonna bake and cook then sell it to others.
Sound really fun since it involve
all students here including non-Malaysian.
Really wish to eat nasi lemak and
cakes baked by our seniors :)
(lama gile xmakan nasi lemak)
Heard that some of other senior gonna cook
some Indian meal, lasagna, kuih2 tradisional Melayu,
cakes, tuna fish cutlets (i have no idea what is this)
and so on.

And on Sunday, we also gonna have
some makan2 with my usrahmate.
Last usrah for this semester.
After this maybe join yg baru pulak kot.
So benda wajib masa akhir usrah adalah MAKAN time ^_^
Anticipating nak rasa menu orang lain.hihi
As for me, disebabkan kerajinan yang amat2 sangat,
i volunteered myself (with my roommate actually)
to prepare the snakes!
Simple kan? haha


note 1 : i have exam next 2 week wish me luck :D

Rant.

i wish life is not that hard
i wish you will always there beside me
to share your strength with me

somehow
i wish im stronger
then i wont depend on you  all the time

life sure is hard.
especially during the day
when you are not around

im kinda lost
alone
nowhere to go
nobody to speak
everybody is busy

i guess
maybe im too pessimist with my life.
i hate this feeling!



note 1 : i know i have Him

I've been...

Currently I've been reading a few blogs belong to doctors.
Ada yg comel, ada yg serius and ada yg bersahaja.
Learn so many things from their writing.
Although still a student tp dah rasa
the tense of becoming a doctor.

But from my observation,
all should be fine if  you had set your mind
from the beginning that medicine is NOT an easy field.
(sila sentiasa betulkan niat >.<')
So you will force yourself to strive harder
in future. Especially in your studies.



note 1: i got histology test tomorrow. T_T

note 2: big task awaits this weekend and i wish everything gonna be fine.

note 3: i hope success is mine in the next exam. cuak giler!

My first puncture.

Done with the test! *phew*
I don't know how the result will be but
the sure thing is i had done my part so
i leave the rest for Him to decide.

One more thing,
today is my first time doing venepuncture to my friend and yes!
i'm so excited finally i can do it  ^_^
I begin everything with al-fatihah but
my friend said my hand still shaking.
For me, what matter the most is when the one that i inject said that
she didn't feel much pain when i 'cucuk' her.
I was so happy to hear that cuz
that means my puncture was quite a success,
and the needle move straight away into the vein.
And i manage to collect about 2 ml of her blood this morning.
(the blood will be used for physiology experiment)

note 1 : i got biochemistry test tomorrow. :(
             (the teacher sure like to test us)

note 2 : i love neuroanatomy now :)
             today's practical was so interesting
             although a lot to read, remember and digest but
             it really attract my attention! ^_^

Pernah tak?

Do you ever feel like
''DAMN!!! asal la ko tak baca elok-elok before masuk kelas..
kan dah kena denda!"
(Haa..kan dah banyak tanda seru.)
Itu menunjukkan betapa menyesalnya tak
revise balik apa yg lecture dah ajar before ni.

Pernah tak kena halau dari kelas sebab tak dapat
jawab test dengan baik?
Saya tak pernah and hari ni dah berjaya catat
sejarah kena halau!
Okay maybe the word halau agak kasar
tapi memang tu la yang jadi.
Today is only Monday and the first
class of the week pulak tu.
Apa korang rasa bila kena macam tu?

Of course la GERAM dengan diri sendiri sebab
ketidakpandaian dalam megurus masa dengan efficient
untuk revise balik topic before ni.
T____T

Feel like dah jadi orang paling tak pandai ever kat dunia ni.
Waaaaaaaaa...saya stress!!!


note 1: esok credit test neuranatomy but i still didn't finish studying T_T

note 2: i miss my sis.

Random thought

Next week will be hilarious.
Almost everyday got tests.
Hope everybody gonna be fine.
I love my friends here.
My world would be meaningless without them
in my circle of life.
Again, losing people you love is awfully painful.
Especially when the person is someone close to you
and you have been together for quite sometime.
(ini bukan status frust dengan "gewe")
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*sambung study*