When they gather

One of my bau-bau bacang relative got married yesterday.
Since its school holidays now in Malaysia, all of my aunties
and uncles went there and apa lagi ber-gathering la nampaknya
semorang at our small house last night.
This is also the reason why I don't have the chance
to speak to my mom all day before my exam yesterday.
Haiya.

My father had 7 siblings and he is the second child.
Can you imagine the situation when all the 6
of them were gathering together?
(the youngest one need to work. haha)
Its super fun lah I tell you.
The same situation when it is raya time.
The hyperactive cousins, the talkative aunts
and the nenek that melayan je kerenah cucu.

My nenek brought about half a kilo of keropok
semalam and they finished it in a flash.
How I miss the moment where you can cook
and eat together, the jokes and the delicious foods.
Believe me my aunties were good cook.
*insert growling stomach sound here*

This is the challenge that you need to face once you
are studying super far from your homeland.
You only go back home once in a year.
But its okay lah.
I have about a month before
the holidays start okay.
Bertahan!

Exam fever

Exam fever is slowly approaching.
So I guess I should start making
some short notes on what to eat
when I'm going back in July.
Should I?
Because study seems to be the
only thing that I want to avoid right now.
Anything except study.

Bad isn't it.
I just hope that I can pass everything real fast
without any failure so I don't need to repeat
any paper.

Until I meet this :

Man is created of haste; now will I show to you My signs, therefore do not ask Me to hasten (them) on. (Az-Anbiya : 37)

He is truly the one that Knows everything.
He Knows His creation very well.
He Knows that people have the
I-want-everything-super-fast perangai.
We want things to go according to
what we plan and the pace that we desire.
Hah! Bang that.

Somehow we should realize that all of us
are slave to Him.
Its Him who Control what will happen in future.
Just like the malay saying,
"kita hanya merancang tapi Allah yang menentukan"

Kemain nak result cantik, tak payah repeat paper
tapi bila suruh solat for example kita suka-suka hati nak
lengah-lengahkan.
Then we ask Him to make everything easy for us.
We didn't even care to fulfill our duty to Him first.
*nangis*