Eustress Distress

I've been quite silent for the past few days.
By silent I mean I refuse to meet people,
don't eat or sleep well, don't call my parents,
don't reply the massages and many more.
Lets just call it burnout syndrome due to
post-trauma stress.
Total mental exhaustion.

Stress can be divided into 2 categories.
Eustress is something you still can handle it.
Literally mean "good stress".
While distress is something that bring unpleasant
feeling and you can't handle it.

During stress many glucocorticoids are secreted by your body
and this can cause suppression of your immune system.
Thats why you can easily get disease when you are in the
state of depression.

So why am I rambling so much on this topic?
Because I is stress.
Simple.

I'm sorry if someone get piss off because
of my not-so-matang behavior lately.
My bad. I'm really really sorry.

Hall Of Fame - The Script feat. will.i.am (Lyrics)

Little thing

Homesick bergunung-ganang dah ni.
Sape homesick jugak angkat tangan.
Kita geng!

Nowadays small thing that someone close
to me do will bring the homesick mood in me.
For example, few days ago my little sister
(not so little anymore actually..haha)
changed her profile picture which has me in it.
Seems so insignificant for other people but for me
that small thing matter.
She miss me.
I miss you too.

In fact I miss everybody at home.
I miss  the smell of the fresh air in the morning,
and the small pasar malam that we have in our village.
Rindu juga nak mandi air yang super sejuk kat rumah.
Duduk kampung mana nak ada air panas.
We only have air sejuk yang super best mandi masa
tengah hari yang panas "ceng-ceng"
(just some kelantanese way of saying that its super hot day..haha)

Semua entry nak pasal homesick takpun stress for the exam.
Biarkan.

Tajuk dah macam lagu 1D kan.
Biarkan juga.