Talkative

Called home this morning and spoke
to my younger sister.
Lets just call her KC (kak cik).

We greet each other like usual
and then suddenly she started her rambling about
how her life is going on now, her exam's result,
current situation st school and so on.

Then suddenly I realized that I'm the only one
who had been listening, sometimes nodding
(as if she could see me through the phone. haha)
and asking a few short questions
while all she did was talking non stop.
She talked most of the time during that approximately
half an hour conversation.

Now I realized that KC and my older sister
have something in common.
You girls talked a lot.
Except that my older sister talk and nag (a little).
This kind of thing happen almost all the time
when I call home. Haha.
But its okay.
Since you are my siblings, if someday i find that
your rambling annoy me I can just tarik you rambut
and ask you to be quiet right? :D

note : everybody gonna be home soon. me is so jealous.

Rant #12

I got the result for the test that I had
two weeks ago.
The teacher said that since most of us
got it bad so she lowered the passing mark
for the test.
It should be 15/20 (I guess) but if you had
14/20 she already considered that you passed.

The moment when I heard that,
I was like..omaigosh! ko kalau x pass
jgk this time x tahu la azira.
Plis don't let it be that I have 13.5
*monolog*

Guess what? I did. I got 13.5 tepat. *sigh*
I'm really bad when it comes to
"kipas-kipas cikgu to get extra point" thingy.
Tak pernah menjadi nak dapat extra point.

Jadi mari lah kita start study pathology balik
since laju je tadi pegi book date nak repeat
the test next week right after czech lesson.
After keluar kelas baru teringat nak kena
buat presentation sebenarnya untuk czech tu.
Nice.

note 1 : can't wait for amsterdam this easter.

Rant #11

One of the thing that I find as hard to
understand is man.
Gosh! they are just so complicated
and complex creature.

I don't have many male friends
cos I find that its more comfortable to
have friend with the same gander as I am.
Plus, I'm from an all-girls school, so of course
most of my friends are female.
Not that I'm feminist. No guys.

Back in my home, we only have 3 males
in the house. Abah, Amir and Ikmal.

To be honest, I rarely understand abah.
He's not that responsive to me.
Idk why. Maybe because I'm not that responsive
to him as well kot.
I always have an "inferior" feeling whenever
I am suggesting something to him.
I have the feeling like he might not like the idea and
somehow will ignore it.
I don't know why la. (repetition identified!)
Maybe due to lack of communication from the start.
Not his fault la. My fault sebab everytime call rumah
bukan nak bercakap dengan abah.
Mak juga yang dicari.

He's the type that would sit back and keep quiet
for a while before he decides on some issues.
I like that quality in him cos it shows that he's
a good leader to the family. Berfikiran jauh. Hehe.

As for Amir and Ikmal, these two are my younger brothers.
These two guys, I don't understand them at all.
I can't even guess what's in their head.
I'm not sure if distance should take the blame.
Communicating with kak chik and farha are easier
than with these two boys.

I don't know whether I should scold them for their
naughtiness or just take it as a joke.
Since they are boys, whenever something happen
I always give myself an excuse that the fact that they are male,
so they different way of thinking than us the girls.

So I end up kesian nak marah-marah them or being a kepoci
asking a lot of questions even I have so many to ask actually.
I'm afraid they would feel uncomfortable and think
that I'm such a nuisance to them.
I hate being the typical woman who question a lot
and want to know everything.
But sometimes I do question them jugak.
Just for fun. Who else can I annoyed if its not my
own siblings kan. Haha.

Somehow I love Amir the most. (Ikmal as well)
His jokes always made my day.
There's one person here who always remind me of Amir.
But no I don't love him la. Haha.
It's just that you make me feel happy with your jokes.
That's all.

Motif tulis panjang-panjang?
Sebab rindu la. What else could it be.
July come faster.
I miss home.

Bad sister.

I should really go home right now.
Today one of my friend ask me
how many siblings do I have and I answered 5.

The truth is I have 6 siblings! Gosh.
Such a bad sister I am.
So lupa daratan. Its not even a year that I'm away
from them and yet I forgot everything.
I have 3 sisters and two younger brothers.
How can I ever get confused of that fact.

More reason to go back early this year right? Hehe.

The tests were quite well la today. No as bad as i imagine it would be. Love you Dr. Vesely. 😁

Rant #10

I don't realize when and why that I
I have this bad habit.
The desire to update something here
whenever I have important thing to do in that week.
Bad la since I have two tests tomorrow and
here I am, blogging.

Nevermind la kan.
Stress melampau won't make your study
effective sangat pun. Cewahhhh.

So this is the feeling of being a third year
student in a medical school.
Tired. It doesn't matter which course
you are studying now.
When it comes to study, everything is tiring
and need a lot of sacrifice.
Kalau tak berlambak la orang jual sijil degree
tu kat pasar malam.

It took me quite a while to adapt with the busy schedule.
I think its getting better kot cause I whine less than when
its the first week of the semester.
Quite an achievement la for me.
I like this one quote that I found on twitter
few weeks ago.

If I give up, then I never really wanted it from the start. 

If I continue being lazy than I never really aimed for success 

-AS 

Happy study Azira.
This all gonna be so worth it in future.
Be patience.



note 1 : I love Pathophysiology. Dr Jan as well. So be nice esok plis cikgu >.<
note 2 : I miss abah. Studying pathology reminds me to abah a lot. Idk why.

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?