Mixed Feeling

Today i got anatomy exam and as i had predicted last night, i failed. Nak kata sedih tu memang la sedih (tipu giler kalau x sedih) but somehow feel bless gak la sbb actually memang tak habis baca pon.

Sekarang ni musim semua orang nak start balik tanah melayu dah. Nanti hari sabtu ni my roomate pun dah start nak berangkat balik dah. MIXED FEELING!

Hepi for her coz she had finished all the papers but at the same time quite upset coz later i'll be left alone.
Only He knows how boring it is to be left alone in this small room. Still got 3 papers left. But I hope I can extend one of the paper to the next semester coz i dont think i'll be able to prepare for the test in a short time  plus i think there will be no date available in July. Or else i need to come earlier than anyone else to settle my exam. Quite tough kan? (well at least i do think so)

Disamping cuak dgn exam yg mcm pernah nak habis ni, somehow feel a little bit excited coz its the end of June now. It means that summer holiday is just around the corner. (although tiket pun x beli lagi but still feel excited).


I'm sick of being far away from my beloved people in my home. Plus, lagi sakit jiwa kalau tgk org duk post gambar makanan sedap2 kat fb tu. Hello! dont ue guys know im craving for those foods like crazy for ages ago =.='' Seriously balik rumah ni memang nak mintak macam2 kat umi (sori umi..huhu)


So bersabarlah wahai cik azira ye! everything gonna be fine eventually..never lose hope to what He had set to ue..ur path might be different from anyone else but finally we will achieve the same goal right... (^__^)
(pujuk diri sendiri)

Alhamdulillah

Allhamdulillah i passed with my second paper today --->BIOPHYSICS
Allah really is the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful. He let me passed even there's still a lot that i don't know and cover before the exam. ALHAMDULILLAH! THANK YOU ALLAH. He knows what the best for us coz He is the best Planner ever in the whole universe. I felt very lucky today coz i'm one of the 3 candidates that passed since overall there are about 10 candidates  today. Alhamdulillah ^__^

I remembered one of the status made by one of my senior after he was done with his exam,

"NIKMAT SEKECIL INI KU RASAKAN SANGAT SANGAT BESAR, ENTAH BAGAIMANA NIKMAT SYURGA-MU YA ALLAH"

Nicely quoted..(^__^)

p/s: two down, three to go

I passed

Today alhamdulillah I passed my first paper---> BIOLOGY

The first two question was quite easy and alhamdulillah i manage to write and present it well but thats not the thing that i want to stress out here. Not the questions but the result.  

Only God knows how nervous i am during the exam...he give me a very simple question but  i didn't managed to answer it well although i had revised that topic quiet a lot before the test. Well maybe this is so called 'qada dan qadar' that Allah had already arranged for me. ---> so be proud of yourself girl..you had passed the test! ^_^

I read an article and learnt something from it.

1. what you learnt is not to be forget
2. Allah had set different path for every human being..some people were so damn genius! they understand it immediately after they read it but some people are vice versa--->i'm one of the"vice versa" people 

So my conclusion is, after each exam open your heart to accept any kind of result...either you pass or fail. Those people (i'm referring to the people in the article) who are doing such ( i would say) a  noble job are having much difficulties to complete their task. --->apalagi diriku yang kerdil ini yg hanya belajar ilmu duniawi semata-mata



p/s this entry was posted to cheer up myself since i din't manage to achieve my target

ACCEPT YOUR RESULT GIRL..FELL BLESS WITH IT (^_^)

tension ke?

Exam..

study week yg sgt2 menguji kesabarn thp petala ke 8...

selalu lapar sbb selalu sgt malas masak...

rasa nak nangis je spjg masa tgk org lain study bagai nak rak tp diri sdiri study tah kemana...

homesick yg amat
(=.=')

wahai diri,

sabarrrrr....astargfirullah hal 'azim

jgn duk asyik merungut je...those complaints wont bring you anywhere dear ^^

mana ada benda yg senang kt dunia ni...unless ue are in Heaven rite now

"hidup penuh pengorbanan..pengorbanan perlukan perjuangan..perjuangan perlukan ketabahan..ketabahan perlukan  keyakinan..kayakinan pula menentukan kejayaan..dan kejayaanlah yg menentukan kebahagiaan"

okay...now i'm better ^^

i want to be strong too

Last night one of my friend's grandpa passed away.
(Al-fatihah)
I was quite touched by her action when she know about the news. I asked her does she's okay or not right after i know the news. She was really positive! she said "setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati."
Subhanallah..How i wish someday i can become that kind of person.A person with a strong heart.

Dah la dua tiga hari before ni selalu je ingat kt arwah atuk. Tak sabar nak balik Malaysia coz the first thing that i want to do is to visit my grandpa's grave. Dah lama dah pendam hasrat ni. Hope everything gonna be fine sepanjang musim exam ni so baru la bole balik Malaysia dgn senang hati.

Exam mode

Finally after such a busy month i'm able to write something.

Last month was such a hectic month. Almost every weekend there's always some activities to do..*phew*

It's May now and there's nothing else in my mind right now except 2 major things which is EXAM and MALAYSIA! Only God know how much i miss my home right now..how i wish that i can just go home straight away without any exam. 

But somehow of course its just in my dream lah because the reality is nothing is easy in our life. Just remembered that one of my senior said that "nothing is easy in this world..no one get all what she/he want...we must go through pain before we get the reward and the same thing goes to the heaven and hell. In order to be placed in heaven, we must go through a lot of pain, because heaven is a sweet reward for us. (click here)

so AZIRA!!! 

BE STRONG..xlama dah nak abes first year ni..(^__^)V

Miluju tě

I'm totally grateful to have you..
someone who really understand me,
always there for everything, every time, and everywhere..
you have the most comforting words in the world..


even..
i'm not always there for you..
sometimes  i ignore you,
sometimes say "no" to what your words..


but..
regardless of what i did and what i said
you are still here by my side,
thats why i'm grateful to have you
MOM!