Rant #3

The clueless me is going to have
an exam on this 20th of Dec.

Thinking too much about the same thing
for a long period of time is something yang
menyerabutkan otak yang dah sedia ada serabai
dan berselirat dengan macam-macam hal ni.
KOMPLEKS!
Life and trouble come in one package.

Should train myself to be more positive
and optimist in everything i do.
=.='
Moje sdrce, sila bertabah!

Should I?

Kalau ikut kata benz,
"we should start the day with something sweet and end with something sweeter."
But if i start the day with something bad, should i end with something bitter?

The thing is, kalau kita duk depend kat manusia
memang tak akan satisfied sampai bila-bila.
That's why la kawan matluthfi cakap kita kena bergantung pada Yg Tidak Mati
sbb once dah letakkan pergantungan pada yang Esa
insyaallah He Wont let us down kan?

Sorry to say but you had disappointed me.
Big time.
It's okay then since it's not the first time after all.
I'm used to be ignored by people anyway.
Many times.
I'm strong okay!
So should i ignore you after this?

Mission

Salam.
Nervous tak kalau kena masak banyak-banyak
untuk nak jual kat orang ramai?
Of  course la nervous.
Masak nasi kerabu tu pernah la buat dua tiga kali kat sini.
Tapi kalau nak jual untuk satu lokaliti,
hati tiba2 bermonolog 'boleh ke aku jual ni? laku ke tak ni'

Nak2 pulak kena buat solok lada
yang sepanjang hidup dah dekat dua dekad ni
tak pernah nak amek tahu cara nak buat solok tu
unless la dah nampak ada benda tu atas meja and tinggal makan je.

Bila dah testing2 buat aritu,
not bad la untuk first timer macam aku ni
banyak lagi kena belajar
nak buat tu pon banyak kali gle call mak and nenek tanya resepi.

Then semalam bila jual,
rasa berbaur kat dalam liver,
macam mana la rasa benda ni nanti bila diorang rasa nanti
-___-

Lagi satu, bestnya kawan-kawan kat sini.
I like it when you girls still willing to help me
even takde lansung bahagian untung tu masuk poket kita semua.
kira macam buat keje amal la ni.
Terima kasih sbb sanggup bersama-sama
memenatkan diri with me and my roomate.
Jasamu dikenang ^_^



note 1: it's December guys..need to start studying really2 hard.

note 2: ada orang tanya dalam nasi kerabu ada ikan bilis x? kalau ada jangan bubuh and i laughed really hard for that...sorry a lot ya.

Rant #2

Tiba-tiba sedih bila ingat balik benda
yang dah jadi dan tak patut dikenang

I wish i could stay strong
at least in front of everybody
who love me.

Wahai hati,
sila jangan patah semangat
jangan cepat putus asa
awak bukan manja!
awak boleh hadapi benda ni sebab
awak ada mereka dan Dia.

Tak perasan ke?

Saya merajuk dengan awak
awak tak perasan ke?
sampainya hatimu.
T_T

merajuk lagi untuk minggu kedua.

Great people

Last two week was totally awesome for me.
Rasa diri sangat-sangat bertuah.
Surrounded by people who care for each other,
not selfish, treating you like your existence was
worthwhile known by them and most importantly
SUPPORTIVE toward your friends.


Seriously, all your prayers meant a lot to me.
Sangat-sangat tersentuh dengan setiap ucapan
'GOOD LUCK' and all the support you gave me.
Only Allah will be able to repay all your kindness toward me.
Feel like all i do is receiving and not giving anything :(


But somehow i believe that everything happened for a reason.
If things didn't went well according to our will,
I'm sure He had Planned something else for me.
Coz He Gave us what we need, not what we want.


You girls are GREAT!!!
Kalau panjang umur, ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi.
(in case if something bad happen,
this might be a goodbye msg for you)

Not to forget how lucky am i to have
such an understanding and supportive family.
May Allah bless you all.



Lastly, this one was taken from one of my friend's status in facebook
I know that He loves me no matter what happen.
Be strong Azira!

I asked Allah for strength & Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong, 

I asked Allah for wisdom & Allah gave me problems to solve, 

 I asked Allah for courage & Allah gave me obstacles to overcome, 

I asked Allah for love & Allah gave me troubled people to help, 

I asked Allah for favours & Allah gave me opportunities. 

 Maybe I received nothing I wanted, but I received everything that I needed. 

That shows how Allah Loves you and care about you. 

card from supi and ama, choc from beloved roommate :)

tiramisu from sweetie senior
(this one yg paling terharu)
^_^

say alhamdulillah

Lets all say alhamdulillah for everything.
Untuk segala nikmat dah pemberian.
Untuk segala keperitan dan kesusahan.
Alhamdulillah untuk segalanya.
Lets pray for a better future.