Pre-exam Syndrom

Rasanya sepanjang duk sini nak dekat 2 tahun ni,
tiap kali nak exam mesti dapat sakit yang satu ni--> HEADACHE.
Dulu2 masa nak SPM xde pun develop penyakit ni.
Eh ada..tapi tak seteruk sekarang kot.

Bukak buku lama sikit mula la kepala berdenyut-denyut loya nak muntah. T_T
Bila kepala buat hal mula la cari alternatif lain untuk hilangkan sakit tu.
Antara yang selalu buat is tido or main game.
Bila dah start buat benda lagha2 ni, mula la study x abes..
then bila tinggal 2 3 hari nak exam mula la gelabah.
(Lagi gelabah dari nak jumpa bakal mertua tau #eh.)
Mana nak belek semua buku, tengok balik lecture notes,
hafal segala jenis neurons and pathway.
Sooooooo many to learn.

So my dear self..please be nice to me.
Jangan nak ngada2 sangat dekat  nak exam ni.
I need to study T_T

Cepat abes exam cepat la kamu boleh balik.
Sila bertahan.

Great May

Its 1st of May and believe me its gonna be a hectic month ever. T___T
Got  2 exam this month, few tests and credits to fulfill.
Tapi hari-hari buat macam orang tak sedar diri nak exam.
Tengok drama, fb, layan youtube..nice kan T___T
Paling best bila time2 mcm ni la semua benda yang melaghakan,
semua tu la yang nak di buat.
Now im having sudden desire to go to shopping.
Its summer guys. We need new clothes for this new season...errr rite?

Since its May, meaning i still have approximately 2 months
before summer holiday start...cakap sekarang sape yang tak suka cuti lama-lama!
*senyum sampai ke telinga*
I'm the most happiest person when it comes to holidays.
Summer holidays means no class.
No class means no test.
No test means no books.
No books means kau-boleh-berjimba-24/7-dengan-senang-hatinya.
(ehemsss jgn ikut perangai buruk ni..sepatutnya niat kita study is to get His Blessing..tu baru betul *dush!!!)

But the most important thing is, summer holiday means Malaysia!!!
Probably this year gonna be the last year boleh sambut raya puasa
kat rumah..next year belum tentu lagi macam mana.
Listening to the stories from the third year students already gives me goosebumps
on how "great" third year syllabus gonna treat you.
(we only can pray for the best je la kan)

So guys..happy-exam-dulu-baru-fikir-tiket-balik time!!

note 1 : i really love summer ^_^

Cesky Raj

I is currently studying for my exam next week
but now cannot focus at all so i decided to do
something which is my expertise for a long time ago
which is wasting time >.<
(kira wasting time la kan bila duk merapu-rapu kat belog sendiri)

Last week we went to Cesky Raj.
(went there with several other kepoh-but-happening people)
One of the beautiful sight seeing place i've ever been.
(macam la dah banyak jalan sgt)

Its a beautiful place. Basically we went to two places called
Marianska Vyhlidka and Prachovske Skaly.
Banyak pegi naik bukit je sebenarnya but the
view tu sangat la cantik. Subhanallah.

Baru sedar rupanya diri ni sangat gayat bila kat tempat tinggi.
Terjerit-jerit kau bila nak kena naik turun tangga yang curam tu!
Boo myself..orang lain relax je. Dah la paling cepat mengah.
Sampai satu checkpoint mesti cari air.
Should do exercise more regularly ni (empty promise again :P)
I'm a nature lover but not when it comes to hiking and all
those tiresome stuff. Boo me again..heheh


Let the picture do the talking yaw.

gayat *___*

i'll never climb the steep hill again

saujana mata memandang ^__^

don't believe the sun..its cold there!

She's amazing

On the 31st of march till 1st of april 2012
we had a program called OSEM
(ordinary student extraordinary MuDr)
~intro gaya nk buat laporan tahunan sekolah~

Ada dua org penceramah and basically all the topics
memang regarding medicine je la since both of them are doctor.

Let me first list out some of the topics discussed :
1. serving Malaysian health sector
2. medical professionalism
3. managing diversity
4. emotional intelligence
5. critical thinking, decision making and problem solving.

But personally what i think the most suitable topic
to be discussed here is "managing diversity" since
i think this topic is very crucial and can be applied to everybody.
(of course all other topics are interesting as well )

(pardon me for my rojak usage of bahasa later)

Some of the thing that i remember (and salin sikit2)
is the 5 minds for the future.
1. discipline mind 
-try imagine the world bila semua orang nak hidup ikut
  rules and regulation ikut kepala dia sorang2 je..sure dah lama
  porak peranda bumi Allah yang permai ni
2. synthesizing mind
- bila fikir balik, rasanya kita tak kan dapat rasa macam-macam
  (contoh paling dekat all the gadget canggih-canggih sekarang ni)
  yang kita dapat sekarang ni if all people xde yang nak
  berfikir secara kritis dan kreatif kat dunia ni.
3. creating mind
-hebat betul orang yang selalu berfikir and finally dapat create
 something beneficial for everybody.
4. respecting mind
-rasanya peribahasa "ikutlah macam resmi padi,
 makin tunduk makin berisi"
 sesuai nak apply kat sini since if kita dah ada
 all the 1, 2 ,3 kind of minds listed above but
 we fail to respect each other the world takkan
 dapat aman makmur jugak.
5.ethical mind
-ethical mind is something that will keeps
 our humanity always in the ON mode.


(perghhh baru intro...)
jom masuk antara isi-isi penting ceramah Dr.Har..hihi

Diversity tu apa?
Senang cerita its something yang merangkumi semua aspek
dalam hidup kita, the differences between kita dengan orang
sekeliling kita. Contoh; suka makan apa, sekarang tengah belajar
ke dah kerja, menganut agama apa, and so on. Sebagai seorang
doktor yang kerja dia tiap-tiap hari adalah berurusan dengan
orang-orang yang sangat lah berlainan paras rupa dan tabiat ni,
apa nak buat bila nak kena deal dengan orang-orang macam ni?

To answer that question is kita kena faham yang setiap orang ni
personality dia berbeza. Ada orang yang sanguine, choleric,
melancholic and phlegmatic. ( rough idea on what i'm talking about )
and the way we gonna approach them pun might be different
(personally i don't don't know if i'm able to cope with all these type of people =.=')
~you can try to do the test here~

Another thing yang dia cakap is about 5 languages of love.
1. affirmative words
2. gifts and presents
3. quality time
4. act of service
5. touch

From what i understand from this topic is you must know
other's language of love well in order nak the relationship
maintain ok. If dia jenis yang suka gifts and present apalah
salahnya kalau diraikan dengan a small gift as a sign of gratitude ^_^

I think mine is affirmative words and act of service.
I'm not really good with words cuz sometimes i find it hard
to express my true feeling and I rather choose act of service
as the way to show my love and care to other people.
(soooo phlegmatic me)

Conclusion, to do something great you need to have the attitude.
If you gonna be a doctor, have the correct attitude to become a doctor.
Be humble, teachable and keep the altruism within you.
Rangkuman program disini

Sekian.

Adik nak solat

Today i called home and spoke
to my dear youngest adik which is 5 years old.

Basically this is what we spoke about :

 me   :  adik buat apa?
 adik :  baca iqra abg ma bwk balik td.
 me   :  ooo...
 adik :  kak ngah semalam adik sembahyang hajat untuk kak ngah.
 me   :  la ye ke? sape ajar adik sembahyang hajat?
 adik :  umi. semalam adik nak sembahyang hajat untuk kak ngah so umi pun ajar la.
 me   :  *speechless*

Be a solehah girl when you grow up adik.
I'm so scared thinking on what kind of world you'll be living in future.
Mine is hard enough and i don't know how's your future gonna be.

I'm no good but i hope you can do better than me.
Lets usaha supaya satu family dapat reunion balik kat syurga esok. ^^


note 1 : my umi teach her how to sembahyang maghrib but apparently she kept saying that it is sembahyang hajat. =.=

When czech meet france

Last two week was great.Why?
Because someone close to me come here in Olomouc ^_^
Happy sebab dapat tengok kawan yang sama-sama
homesick masa form 1 sekarang dah makin matang and independent.
Duduk sorang2 kat negara yang serba-serbi asing ni sape kata senang?
(tiap2 malam nangis bwh duvet ingat rumah tau).
But i salute you la friend sebab dapat survive until now.
The journey is not easy but the satisfaction that come
after this insyaallah will be very sweet.
Take care Maziah kat sana. Dekuju moc sudi datang
Czech Republic yang kecik molek ni.

Uhibukifillah abadan abadaa.
Tak lupa juga pada kakak senior yang comel
lagi baik hati tolong tunjuk tempat makan som tam best
and bawa kitorang yang selalu clueless ni jalan-jalan.
Tenkiu kakak protozoa. Jasamu dikenang. hihi

I Know What You Did Last February

I got so many things in my head
but don't know which one to start first.
So let me list out a few things that
happened to me during last month.

1. finally pass my medical chemistry paper
2. my sister is halfway for her graduation
    since she pass a part of her practical session
3. explorace v olomouci
4. dinner : arabian night theme

My abah hold a sembahyang hajat session
with a few of our neighbors.
I'm terharu abah. Seriously.
Umi too keep praying a lot for my success.
Thank you everybody. Siap dapat berjenis-jenis
chocolate lagi before the exam.
You girls memang best my friends.  d(^_^)b
Nasib baik tak banjir Olomouc ni
bacause of my terharu tears for everybody.
(Yes you moved my heart
and i silently cried that day..nanges dalam hati)
Don't know what other adjective
to use except terharu to describe my feeling
toward all the people that i love.
(English tahap kindergarten...pardon)

For the explorace and dinner, its actually
to celebrate our first batch here
the sixths' year students since they are finally leaving soon.
Penat tapi best. It's worth it la berdemam-demam after the event.
Me myself tak main pun tapi
kena jaga lemon juice checkpoint.
Tergelak-gelak tengok orang minum lemon juice
sampai ada yang menangis.

I would say actually not so much thing happen last month
but those are the most precious memory
that i will keep to myself forever..insyaallah.